little syauqi  

Here comes February…. sebentar lagi Maret & U’ll be in the age of one (1). Koq cpet bgt sih… every single breath I take, every move I make… [halah kya lagu aja] I can’t take it comfortly bcoz of a big worry. Iya syauqi… aunty maul kuatir bgt. sumpe. Kuatir klo aunty ngga bisa menjadi seseorang yang layak kau banggakan. Why r u growing so fast?? sementara aku masih tetap d posisi yg sama. maju nggak… ah… mundur lebih tepat barangkali. I’m so worry….

Perasaan bersalah ketika mulai membandingkan dengan kesuksesan teman-teman…. they are all wonderful. Good carrier… Good salary pastinya. Deep inside aku yakin… aku juga bisa. Pasti. But I have to negotiate with the time…. dan perasaan yg semakin bersalah… sudah seminggu aku mangkir bersentuhan dengan ‘monster’ xxxxxr. I do really hate that stuff. I really do. Tapi aku g punya pilihan lain [I have to deal with u, monster] … selain mengubah monster itu jadi kelinci lucu yg lembut… [hehe just like ur uncle rabbit, syauqi...]

“Is Better to fight for something Than Live for Nothing” -mudji-

I promise this day will be the last vacation of my bean brain. Bcoz I want u to be proud of me, syauqi….. I really really do…. aku harus jadi panutan yg baik bagimu. ceile…. iya dunk….

love..
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