Mata dah ga kuat kebuka lebar lagi.. tumben. but I have to keep them open. Besok dah jumat.. brarti tinggal sehari lagi untuk mencari tahu jawaban dari pertanyaan mengerikan. Yang intinya what is my future plan. What am I gonna do with life. Sminggu yang diberikan untuk sebuah pertanyaan yang ternyata sampe detik ini belom aku dapatkan jawabannya (tak kiro kae gampang). Keep on trying to ask my inner voice… tapi sepertinya si inner lagi ambil cuti ke swahili buat se-sasi. Hapenya juga dimatiin meibi ga ada sinyal. Haduw.. where r u when I reallry need u??!!!
Sebenarnya setengah jawaban sudah ada tapi yang setengah lagi ??????!!!!. I have to complete the sentence to ya. Mosok kalimat koq gak lengkap [alien mode: ON]
Gara-gara jamie cullum yang bengak-bengok nyanyi “7 Days to change your life” jadi kepikiran untuk cari iklan biro jasa pencari jawaban buat pertanyaan2 yang susah. Akhirnya dapat juga… tapi harus bayar. Walah…. Lha duitnye mane…? Ternyata tarifnya cukup 19.95 untuk membeli perubahan* hidup [ *the definition is locked in my bean brain ]. Pretty cheap really… ayo buruan dapatkan sekarang juga….!
coba bacao lirik yang menyesatkan ini 
Just one local call and you’ll see
A happy path through life not for free
A little bit fat you can’t get a girl
Short on cash I’ll change your world
The only way now is straight up
Your deepest despair I’ll make it stop
Just 19.95 all major credit cards
And you’ll stay alive and you’ll go far
In just seven short days
You’ll change your life
All of your innocence found
You’ll even lose a few pounds
See yourself making a mint
Quality time with your kids
Send me your money and I’ll change your life
I know sometimes your life is a bitch
So come purchase my easy fix
I’ve been there myself sad fat and bald
But soon with my help, you’ll have it all
Ill build you back up for the fight
You’ll be so wound up your stomachs tight
Your the laugh of the party you’ll get yourself laid
Surely you’ll trust me once I’ve been paid
So many years ago I was so low and lonely and depressed
I hadn’t left my flat in weeks and never even bothered getting dressed
And I was smoking weed and I was in a mess and that’s when it happened
So I opened up the blinds to let the light in on my sorry life
I dreamed about success and money muscles women cars
And even wives and they would always attend to my every need
So do you see what you can be, baby when you’re with me?
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Wah.. can’t stand anymore… aku harus minta perpanjangan waktu. It’s like building thousand tamples sendirian tanpa dibantuin bandung bondowoso n d’ crew. Tapi usaha masih tetep lanjut. Sekarang mau ga mau harus kompromi with timmy. Besok masi ada hari. Besoknya lagi besoknya lagi besoknya lagi…. Haduw… sleep well… zzzz…..
